No baby - for now

Up until recently, whenever I would see a posting or a picture of a friend of mine on facebook mention they were expecting a baby, there was a part of me that would get sad and think "Awww...I want to be pregnant".
Even when Tori Spelling announced she was having a third baby, I was bummed that it wasnt me.
Now keep in mind, I already have two beautiful, healthy, happy children. One girl, and one boy.
I had the WORST pregnancy ever!  EVER!!!
When I tell you that I was throwing up 6 times a day, there is no exaggeration at ALL. Thats how we knew I was pregnant. I was getting sick all the time. I was MISERABLE. We got married - two months later I was pregnant. We were very lucky that we were not one of these couples who tried years to conceive, or suffered any miscarriages. We decided "lets see what happens". Guess what? IT HAPPENED!
When I found out I was pregnant, I was still working. (Didnt stop working until I was 7 months pregnant with baby #2) So, I used to wake up every morning for work, dry heave. Get dressed, dry heave some more, go to work, and puke a few times there, come home. Eat dinner, and visit the toilet AGAIN. Oh the fun.
And to top off my pregnancy, I worked with a girl who kept trying to get pregnant, and couldn't. So of course I was the evil on in the office because I got pregnant, and she couldn't. (Didn't I mention in my "about me" area how my work life was just GRAND.,...I swear, I have never worked with more dysfunctional people in my life, but thats another blog!)
So here we are today. August 2011, and of course, finances play a big role in having a family, but I'm pretty satisfied with my little family. Granted, if I won the lottery tomorrow, I would get pregnant, have surrogates, adopt, and I would have a house full of children! Because again this is me with my lottery dream - I would have a large house, just full of nannies!  I could be the Camille Grammer (from Real Housewives of Beverly Hills) of Tampa Bay and have 2 nannies per child. You know, when RHOBH first came on, and they showed her with her nannies, I, like so many other women judged her. Then in December of 2010 my son was born, and here I was with two kids under two. I was outnumbered!!!  I would have hired a nanny in a SECOND!  Hell, I was so sleep deprived, I would have even let my husband have sex with the nanny.  I didnt care.  All I wanted was sleep!  LOL
But to end my post, for the time being, there are no babies growing in this belly.  And as for the future, we don't know about that either.
Like I told my husband when we got married: "When they pick us."  Whatever happens, I'm damn lucky that these two little monkeys picked me to be their mommy.